This is Barn at 3 months' old. He had put on weight and no longer intubated (tube thru' nose for breathing) and incubated. It was also the first time we get to carry him. I (Sharon) was so nervous when the nurse passed him to me........... so scare that I would drop or frightened him! Tommy was more steady. But it was the most unforgettable time that I had ever had............ the deep longing of holding my precious boy.......... never had a chance at all since he was born............ I always looked on with envy and sometimes tears when I saw other moms carrying their babies......... I kept wondering when's my turn............. so it was a red letter day for me when I can finally hold him in my arms! Tommy was elated too! I think he looks a lot like Tommy....don't you agree?